Trisha

Hmmmm.

2005-02-12T21:59:11Z

I have not written in this thing in a long time and really dont feel the need to... Lot of stuff going on but nothing really put out there or say.. I am still looking for a job.. hopefully one will come along soon.. plus it takes 2 weeks to 90 days for them to call you back and its only been a few days...(for the one I want)... so we will see.. lots of applications.. lots of faxing.. and emails and everything... I really miss Rick.. I would love to see him soon, but this job thing has to be worked out because I dont have the money to get to him and I am not going to ask him for it or anybody else for that matter... I dont know.. I'll see what happens and those close to me will know.. my birthday is coming up and I dont have any plans or really anything I have to have or have asked for.. after 21 what's there to look forward to in a birthday.. there are no more rights of passage that come along with certian birthdays.. 22 seems old.. older than 21 and I feel like I need to figure everything out now.. like a career and school and all.. I dont know, but I will figure it out.. I just need to make big decisions by myself, which I never have done before..

Bite to Break Skin

2004-09-16T18:47:24Z

I am at school about to go to class.. I came a few minutes early so I could copy some papers and turn in a transcript request.... I have lab at 3... fun stuff.. we are working with the bacterias that cause staph infections and pnemonia... I still need to do some sign work.. but I think I am going to skip watching the video unless I get out of lab early... school.. school.. school..

Other than that, I miss Rick A LOT.. he is going to try to come down here at the end of the month or something like that... I cant wait and I really hope he gets to come..

I got to go to class...

live up to your first impression

2004-09-08T21:09:16Z

I am here at school early because I had to buy more books.. also, I came early to get online and check things out because we have power but no phone lines at my house... I did not sleep a wink last night.. I lied in bed all night AWAKE... I dont know why... I think I might have fell asleep for maybe 10-20 minutes total.. I think that because I remember looking at the clock around 4 something and then waking up (not to go back to sleep) when my phone started vibrating with text message Rick sends me each morning... He texted me at five o five... from there, I watched the news and went to school.. came home and then feel asleep.. woke up.. still feeling sick.. at school for microbio.. I am thinking about going to visit Rick in a few weekends.. it all depends on my money situation and school and tests and such... so I will see how that goes.. I miss him ssooo much..

I love you kristine....

Drop down and get your eagle on... haha

2004-08-25T19:27:06Z

I am in a dancing mood.. I havent danced in public in a long time... oh well.. Rick is coming to jville tommorrow.. I am soo excited.. anticipating it... He wants to go the show friday night, further seems forever I do not like.. but there are other bands on the roster.. so I can deal.. I have dealt with them before... my rooms are in order... all I have to do is make my headboard.. I have all the materials, but I dont want to use an electric saw to cut the plywood bymyself... school is ok right now.. I have the lab instructor I do not like ... I went into class not liking him, but then decided to give it an open mind... my mind immediatly closed when he started reading the slyabis and emphasizing words like we were in first grade... and then when I said my name.. he said I looked familiar.. I told him I was in his bio lab like 3 years ago... haha.. I remember writing that he was a prick on his eval... oh well...

HOme??

2004-08-10T04:08:46Z

I came back from Va today.... to a new house.. it feels wierd, but it is cool and once I get everything in order and figure out how I am going to decorate it will feel like home... I am leaving everything the way is untill I figure out exactly what I am going do and I get furniture... I feel there is no point in setting everything up when it will soon be changed... Tonight I went out on the dock... there are a few deck lights.. (my parents are buying more) .. there are tall marsh grasses around the deck.. and then fireflies... lots of sparkling lights.. little fireflies... it was soo romantic.. and made me miss Rick even more than I do.. I want to share it with him...

Its sad when I leave Va.. I had a good trip.. except for the excessive antihistimines... wheezing.. and swollen eyes as a result to Rick's cats.. Warped tour was ok.. it is better in Florida.. Just because it was at an ampitheater and we were surrounded by seats and major security.. during a bands set nobody was allowed on the floor.. so if you were on and you wanted to get out you were out for good.. or at least untill the next band started... it rained most of the morning, so we were soaking wet but it was ok.. I saw Jon Miller.. the venue was really spread apart... it would take like 5 minutes in walkways about 10 feet wide to get to other stages.. so since the rain and the distance I stayed at the main 2... I saw my beloved Taking Back Sunday and they were awesome.. it was amazing how many trendy pop teens were there for new found glory.. jumping around to the singles and when any old stuff or non-hit charting song they played came on they trends would stand still like they didnt even recognize the band... new found glory did play good.. it was the same way for yellowcard.. when something old played.. they all stood still... bouncing souls was awesome... so was antiflag.. and it was cool to see bad religion... I do not really like cohhed and cambria, but I give major props to the lead singer.. because he played by himself.. the whole set, he sat there with a guitar and sang.. he said the rest of his band was sick.. once agian I went somewhere where story of the year was playing and did not see them.. the first band we walked in on was allister... they played good.. I didnt know they were on the bill...

It sucks leaving rick.. this morning we ran a few errands before heading to the airport... he help my hand so tightly in the car that i could feel his heartbeat through it.. for the most part, we were silent... when we got in the car he put in taking back sunday... all in all, I came with a new t shirt... at warped tour when were talking to jon at his merch stand.. i said a shirt was cute..... he had pointed to one .. i pointed to annother and said I like this one.. Shortly after, I left to go to the main stage to see what was up there.. when rick and matt came around to where i was at, rick had told me he got me that shirt..

I miss him sooo much...

By gones have all gone by...

2004-07-26T04:37:29Z

Another box packed.. but still more to go... I have lots 2 bags of stuff to go to the goodwill and then 2 bags of stuff that I am trashing.. The next couple of days will be filled with boxes... Today, I packed my big sponge bob in a bag with some other teddy bears my aunt made for me and my brother.. I did not want to put him away but he was just taking up space.. so I did and hes ready for the move...

Went to the avenues today... no tax week is wonderful.. Tommorrow, I am going to go the st. auggy outlet to get some gap jeans...

I am going to make my own head board for my new big bed.. I cant wait to do it and decorate my room and all.. I have alot of ideas running thru my head.. saw some cool stuff.. but didnt get it because i cant picture anything yet.. got to get the fabric for the headboard first... cant wait.. and I will be able to change the headboard at anytime.. just change the fabric... yay... I am excited but sad to see my old house and wall mural go.. oh well..

and every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I got to race the clock...

2004-07-21T04:53:33Z

So, I started to pack.. I never realized how much stuff I had and how time consuming and frusterating it is.. I thought it would be easy.. oh well. I am dealing with it.. Its also hard for me because Im willing to totally throw stuff away just to make it simpler.. but I cant throw it all away... We move on the 31st, which means, that I will be leaving the old house.. going to see home to see Rick on the 30th.. and then coming to a new house.. a new home.. I am kindof needed here for that week because it will be very hectoc and probably frusterating.. But not needed so much that I am not going to cancel my trip... I didnt plan the trip based on everythng that will be happening.. I planned the trip based on moving date: aug 9th.. which I would be home on aug 8th.. so i would be there.. but oh well.. they will have my truck to fill up... Maybe I ll fill it up first.. so they can just drive it away the next day... we will see... soon these walls will be empty..

I am seeing about paying my own car insurance for the allowance of tattoos... something I am willing to do.. but then my mom said, well dad said you would have to pay room and board too.. I said, then I might as well move out.. and she said no.. and then I was like well it doesnt matter bc if I say Ill pay that.. he will figure out some other way to up it.. .. we were just talking.. and from my understanding.. or from my stand point I am only going to pay car insurance.. I am 21 its already funny that I cant get tattoos on my own.. Maybe I am afraid to break the leash from my parents authority.. bc if I think about it.. how can they really stop me.. oh well.. Its not really a big issue.. I want tattoos and they say no..

school starts soon.. I need to get a move on...

I go see Rick on the 30th.. I cannot wait..

saw Will F. the other day.. he said I look like the girl on the Breakfast Club after she gets pretty.. I do not think so.. He was watching the movie and thought of me...
I dont look like her...

......

2004-07-13T04:17:31Z

Bathing suits and spf.. tommorrow my friends and I are heading to summer waves.. Should be alot fun... No work.. just sun.. haha that ryhmed.. I am going to see Rick in a couple of weeks...cant wait.. going to the warped tour in va.. yay.. lots of good bands will be there...dont really have anything else to say

When your left with only a bullet, I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it....

2004-07-04T19:24:58Z

Happy July 4th... I have to work, but it is not a big deal because I did not have any pyro plans... plus, I need some money... I spent mine yesterday when I bought a personal cd player, which also plays compressed mp3's.. I needed it and buying it was inspiration to start working out agian.. So, either tommorrow or Tues. we will see... It might have to be Tues bc I'm not sure if the y is open tommorrow... I saw Spidey 2 yesterday... awesome.. with only one disappointment... which was ok... but it was still a great movie.. I love spiderman... Right now, I am listening to the cd Rick made me.. The lyrics to the first song say, "Driving down this highway, another state to live through, reread your letters like it brings you closer, I hope its not too late to call you, sleeping with those words youve missed.. how can i let you know Ill never let go".... I miss him alot.. I need to get his birthday presents.. or at least get started.. I have ideas on what I am going to get him... he should like them... oh, I had homemade apple pie today.. yummm.. it was soo good.. my grandma is going to teach me how to make one.. I cannot wait... have insight on a job.. hope its right for me.. and pray that I get it... other than that I cant think of anything else to say...

tired

2004-07-03T02:20:05Z

I am worn out... I came home from Va last tues... I drove there and back.. on wed. I went to Orlando... I felt sick that night from being in a car so much.. I get car sick sometimes.. I still went out for Theresa's birthday, but I didnt drink.. last night (thurs) I went to Bourbon St. with Theresa.. same reason ..went but didnt really want to.. tonight i just want to relax.. tommorrow, I am going to spidey 2.. yay.. all in all, I have had a busy week... my trip to va was awesome.. as always.. I miss him soo much.. his birthday is this month .. I have to get him something good.. I was ordering a cd on bestbuy.com but the page didnt load, so I figure I will do it at a later date.. still job searching.. hopefully I will get one soon... right now.. I am about to get off the computer to relax.. watch tv or a movie.. resist the urge to eat bc I am bored... and then ahhh sleep..

spideytk @ 2004-06-19T21:27:00

2004-06-20T01:27:56Z

I got stung by a wasp today... I cried...

Everyone Here

2004-06-09T06:23:36Z

So, I am up at 2 o clock in the morning and I have to be out of the house by 8, so some realitor can show it... it sucks when your house is for sale.. because everything has to be perfectly clean.. nothing out of place... no mess.. no toothbrush on the bathroom sink.. no dirty cup in the kitchen sink... in fact earlier in the night.. I had a cup of hot tea and a glass of water.. and of course I had to wash both glasses when I was done...

Rick goes out to see for 2 weeks tommorrow.. It sucks because I will not be able to hear his voice... He called and I was in the kitchen and couldnt get to the phone in time.. his message sounded soo sad.. it sucks.. I did talk to him though... it sucks that hes leaving.. I felt like crying but didnt.. its only 2 weeks.. but he was also like ...I just called so I can hear your voice before I leave.. :::Melt my heart::: He does it all the time and never realizes it.. little things he says to me... I went ahead and told them I am going to come visit.. I told him yesterday after he said please come visit me when I come back.. the surprise is no longer a surprise.. but oh well.. I am happy that I get to see him.. hes excited.. I am too.. I am also anticipating it.. tonight on the phone.. we were talking about it and he was like .. it will be good for the both of us.. I was just like yes it will.. I miss him soo much.. sssssssooooooooooo much.. I cant wait to see him.. its like I am going home.. ... I have 2 homes.... home is were the heart is and mine is definetly with him..

I am supposedly going out thursday night.. if I do my hair will be mohawked.. it soo much fun.. last time I did it... I slept it in it and of course it stayed.. so the next morning I just woke and went to class.. one of the doors to the back was closer than going into the one in front.. so I proceeded through the back .. and then sat in my normal seat (in the back) and watched every single person turn around in thier seat and look at me.. I was just like dang..

the job search is still on.. I need to look in the newspaper more.. I also need to apply form ore jobs online... need to get a move on...

spideytk @ 2004-06-07T01:58:00

2004-06-07T06:08:03Z

I am looking for a new job... I really want to start something healthcare orientated so I can get a jumpstart on nursing... So that is my goal right now... I am thinking about going to one of the job placement places to help me along but I do not know... I dont know how those work.. michelle, didnt you do that... help me out.. on the other hand, I really want to go visit rick.. if everything works out I will surprise him.. but I am still not sure.. if not asurprise, i will be up there soon...

Late night...

2004-05-25T04:36:45Z

I just finished posting on Blackboard for one of my online classes.. Now, I have an assignment to do by the end of this week. I took a test online today... I got a 92, I should of had a 94, but I made a hurried and careless mistake.. oh well.. I still got an 'a' on it.. So far the class average is like a 74.. I dont understand why.. oh well.. Tommorrow, well today I get my tonsils taken out. I have to remember to tell the nurse that I get naseaus because of the anestesia.. I forgot to tell them before at my preop.. It just slipped my mind.. I do remember dry heaving after having my wisdom teeth taken out and I was got nasuea stuff with my pain meds after my shoulder... I dont want to get sick after my tonsils are taken out.. that would be horrible.. I got spiderman popsicles.. they have captian america and the hulk ones in the box too.. but of course I got them for the spiderman..

Im trying to get Rick to come visit me thiss weekend.. he keeps saying Ill try.. he is not sure yet because of work.. I really hope he comes bc there is no way Ill be able to go see him.. Heres to hopeing...

Update Your Journal...

2004-05-22T03:58:39Z

Cotten Candy is BLISS.... Theresa bought me some from Chucky Cheese's.. We ate all.. I want to go back tommorrow for some more... So, my online classes are going pretty good.. my grades for the first test werent soo good.. but oh well.. I will do better next time.. They end in June.. I do not think I am going to take the Summer B class that I had planned on taking.. The reason I am not going to is because I am not taking Microbio this summer because of my tonsils.. so I will be taking microbio in the fall .. soo I might as well hold off and take the other class at the same time... The plus to that is I will have a longer summer (even though the class is 2 nights a week) ( and even though I dont have to travel to UNF bc my classes are online.. so I have a summer already) and I can go see Rick more.. yay... I do not know when I will see him as of now... He goes underway next week for a couple of days.. then he is home for MEm. day weekend.. I could go visit then but I will just have my tonsils out.. so it will not be lovely... then he goes out to see agian.. and is home for like 4 days.. which I could visit then.. but one of those days happens to be my fathers birthday... and then he goes out to see agian for 3 weeks... by then its the end of June... So,, I am guessing it will be JUly before i see him agian... which sucks... but we can deal with it .. well we have too.. My baby cousin is in town, which means that they are sleeping in the room that I watch tv in... so there goes that... I need to check out my classes online but I do not think BB is offered this late... anyways I know everything is fine... all I have to do is read... read... and read... but guess what.. I havent read a think.. yet for any summer class.. so yeah.. reading doesnt look so great right now... yeah..

Today after I tucked my baby cousin into bed.. and closed the door.. I heard her ask her mother why she called me 'Trish' and not Trisha... she is 3 she doesnt understand...

New Taking Back Sunday in July.... YAY

I told them no...

2004-05-20T21:16:01Z

I miss Rick.. alot.... I do not know when I am going to see him agian... He is off memorial day weekend which is right after my tonsilectomy.. so I dont know.. distance is not cool..

Sold

2004-05-10T20:38:16Z

So.. I came back from Va... agaisnt my will.. haha.. not really, but I didnot want to go home... I had a tonsil appt. today.. they are going to be taken out in dos semanas... I start school today.. I might not take microbio bc of the tonsil surgery.. but we will see today and tommorrow if I am in for the count.. I am taking 2 classes online.. so far just reading the syllabi I am in for alot... but maybe not...

My house is almost as good as sold.. and the new house should be ready by August... moving isnt really a priority of mine right now.. I mean i dont really want to and if I do I would want it to be to move to Va.. but there is too much expected from me here.. sometimes I wish I didnt have to live up to expectations.. .. oh well.. Im glad I am pushed.....

I wish I was still in Va... last night sucked... going to bed alone.. I didnt get a kiss on the forehead and a whisper in my ear this morning when he left to work (even though he had duty last night) Im not at the skatepark with him right now...or hanging out at the shop... I had lots of fun while I was there.. I could live there.. he takes care of me.. I cried when I left and the night before.. the worst ride is the one to the airport.. and then sitting there waiting for my plane to leave.. saying goodbye.. walking to the security point peridiocally looking back to see him standing there watching me walk away... and then talking on the phone after hes left the airport.. ahhh it sucks.... when I got home I was lost.. I had trouble finding light switches in the dark.. I forgot which side my gas tank was on.. I pushed the gas tooo hard when coming out of first gear the first time I drove my truck... it took forever to fall asleep alone.. and then I woke up early.. my luggage is still sitting on the floor... he washed my clothes so everything in it is clean.. He wanted his watch back .. so I traded him that one with the fossil one he had on that day... I took another one of his wifebeaters.. I conviently wore it to bed and then put it with my stuff... then when I was packing I saw he put the shirt he had wore the night before in my suitcase that I had said I wanted but I wasnt really going to take it.. he took my star cuff that kristine bought me... he still wears my black braclets.... ahhhh I want to be there with him... I left him a note on his bed.. he will see it tonight when he lays down...

he will be underway when I have my tonsilectomy.. which is ok bc I wont be able to talk anyway.. I ll be out for at least a week... and then he comes back and then goes underway for the most of june.. that sucks... his bday is in july.. got to get him something good...

......

2004-04-28T19:27:03Z

So my hair is finally cut.. a little shorter than I wanted but oh well.. it will grow to a desired length in a week or two... Right now it is 322 I am waiting untill 30 to register for summer classes.... yay.. summer classes.. yay.. not really but oh well.. On friday I leave to see Rick.. I cannot wait.. I am anticipating it sooo much... On friday my plane arrives and then we are going to see Story of the Year.. I am excited.. I havent been to a show with him in forever.. and I used to go shows with him all the time... I just cannot wait untill I see him.. 330 is taking forever

You always come close.. but you never come easy...

2004-04-21T18:50:58Z

TodAy was my last official day of class... Friday I have a test and then on Wednesday is my final... Then not this up coming Friday but the Friday after I will leave to go see Rick... I cannot wait... I will be there a little over a week.. it will be awesome... I cant wait... aaaahhhh.. I am anticpating it already...

haha

2004-04-19T23:21:48Z

Mattel announces the release of models of Limited Edition Barbie Dolls for the Greater Jacksonville area market:

Mandarin Barbie

This princess Barbie is only sold at The Avenues Mall. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade handbags, a Lexus, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey and a cookie cutter house. Available with or without tummy tuck and
face lift. Workaholic Ken is sold only in conjunction with "augmented" version.

Ortega Barbie

This trendy homemaker Barbie is available with your choice of Lexus SUV or Ford Windstar minivan. She gets lost easily and has no full time occupation or secondary education. Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately. Optional matching gym outfit.

Emerson/Philips Highway Barbie

This recently-paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife, a Chevy with tinted windows and her own Meth Lab kit. This model is available after dark and can be paid for only in cash. Preferably small, untraceable bills. Unless you're a cop. Then we don't know what you're talking about.

Queen's Harbor Barbie

This yuppie Barbie comes with choice of a BMW sports car or a souped up Hummer 2. Included are her own Starbucks cup, credit card and country club membership. Also available for this set are Shallow Ken and Private School Skipper. But you can't afford them anyway.

West Side Barbie

This pale model comes dressed in her own Wrangler jeans two sizes too small, a NASCAR shirt and has a tattoo of a Tweety bird on her shoulder. She has big, stiff hair, a six pack of BudLight and a Hank Williams, Jr. CD set. She can spit over 5 feet and can kick Mullet-haired Kenny doll's ass when
she's drunk. Purchase her pickup truck separately and get its Confederate flag bumper stickers absolutely free.

Southside Barbie

This collagen injected, rhinoplastic Barbie wears a leopard-print beach outfit and drinks cosmopolitans while she entertains friends at the beach house. Percocet prescription available.

St. Augustine Barbie

This doll is made of actual tofu, has long gray hair and archless feet, sandals with white socks, no makeup and a mutt. She prefers that you call her "Willow."

Middleburg Barbie

This tobacco chewing, brassy-haired Barbie has a pair of her own high-heeled sandals with one broken heel from the time she chased her beer-gutted boyfriend out of West Side Barbie's house. Her make-up is dark red lip liner with your choice of lips covered in a sparkly pink or no fill-in at all.
Her ensemble includes low-rise acid-washed jeans with assorted colored G-strings that stick out the back and a white see-through halter-top. Accessories include: CD-player equipped with BonJovi and a rusty old Ford pick up.

OhioTransplant Barbie

This Barbiecomes with a Ford SUV (with Ohioplates), a knife to stab other Barbies in the back, tons of makeup, and really big hair. Carnivore Ken sold separately.

The Landing a/k/a "Downtown Barbie"

This Barbie is the same model of Barbie that was released in 1982. She comes with shoulder pads, dark polyester skirt, white pantyhose and a bad haircut.

Orange Park Barbie

Pale Blonde shoulder length hair and blue eyes with android expression,complete with bible in one hand and a crucifix in the other. This Barbie sports a special limited edition "What Would Jesus Do?" Sweatshirt and drives an American car with an "Abortion Stops a Beating Heart" Sticker. Sedan also available with Focus on the Family bumper sticker.

Ponte Vedra Barbie

This Barbie is the most expensive, due to her extravagant outfit: Mink full length coat and 5 carat diamond ring, Prada shoes and Versace pantsuit, with real human hair that has been personally styled by Jose Heber. This Barbie also has a blank stare and is nicknamed Botox Barbie. Ponte Vedra Barbie
drives a chrome accented Mercedes SUV that has never seen a dirt road. Ponte Vedra Ken also comes with Prada outfit and is sold with a snifter glass of brandy and a Cuban cigar.

Arlington Barbie

This version comes dressed in "camel toe" jeans & a faded Jaguars T-shirt. She drives a 90-something Mustang GT & a coupon is included for either African American or Puerto-Rican Ken. *Warning, Ken can't afford to take her out on dates because he spent all his money on new rims.

Riverside Barbie

Attire includes: Low-waisted jeans, too long with rips along the cuffs, a T-shirt 2-sizes-too-small purchased in the little boys section of the thrift store, flip-flops & horn-rimmed glasses. Hair is cut asymmetrically & dyed
dark burgundy. This Barbie is pierced & tattooed & instead of a car comes with a Vespa scooter, which is all you need to get around 5 Points

haha.. Is Yo Name Fefe?

2004-04-16T18:41:38Z

Ha ha.. last nights drunken stupor was hilarious... I went to Bourben St. after much peer pressure from my friends... I gave in after kristine was like I ll buy you beer and Theresa was like I l go to the next show with you, no matter who it is, even if I dont know them.. I mohawked my hair.. which looks awesome.. I am going to start doing it more often... it is still the same after I slept in it today... I need to og shower and demohawk b4 work.. So last night.. alot of people were staring bc of the mohawk and Theresa would say dont worry, its just a mohawk or its a mohawk, isnt it cute and all these things.. All in all.. theresa and I kept getting lost from our group but it was fun... there were soo many people there.. I saw alot of people I used to hang out with in hs.. I wish I still hung out with them sometimes... Oh well... Ill call them someday...

Decisions

2004-04-12T18:46:14Z

Yay... on the 30th I am going to see Rick... it seems so far away... I wish I could leave now with a one-way ticket... the other day Rick and I had this convo. which is making me think alot... I wish I could press fast forward.....

I went to the dr.s office today.. I am happy.. I lost 5.5 pounds since my last visit and I have not really been trying... Also I am going to the ear nose and throat specialist for my tonsils... I am happy about that bc if my tonsils get cut out they wont bother me soo much... When she walked in the room and found out why I was there AGAIN she said are yall ready to make a choice... both my mom and I immedialty said out.. so hopefully soon they will be...

Easter Weekend...

2004-04-08T03:35:45Z

So so so... Right now, I am planning another trip to see Rick.. this one will be a long one... From my stand point right now.. I will leave the day after my final and come home the day before summer school starts... that will be around 2 weeks in Va.. I am excited... I am saving up for another plane ride right now.. I do not need to much more... I work tommorrow and Friday.. and by then I will have the money and I will go ahead and book the flight.. but first I need to run this by my parents.. I dont think it will be a big deal.. I just dont want anything to go out of place... Well I know it wont be a big deal.. I could ask my dad for frequent flyer miles agian... but I dont think I will... Rick wants me to just leave everything, well not everything, but drop stuff and fly in this sat night... I told him i cant... I would love to.. I mean I want to.. but I know I cant... plus my final is a grand total of 2.5 weeks away.. so I can wait...

Other than that.. I had a test today.. I hope I did well... I have like a 'c' average bc ant 2 is hard as a mofo... well I just hope to maintain that c.. and maybe increase it to a b... if there is a curve on the over all class.. I should have a b.. but we'll see.. I have lab tommorrow and then a lab final next week....

I am happy with my schedule at work.. bc alot of people only got like 3 shifts this week... I got 4... but I need to moolah right now.. bc I have been spending all mine.. and I basically did not work this past weekend..

I am tired... so i am going to go...

Tragedy....

2004-04-04T22:27:33Z

What can I say.. this weekend has been everything short of happy.... On friday, I was pretty sick .. and then on sat, I was feeling better still a little sickly but a whole lot better.. then I found out that a little sister of a friend died... Even though she was the younger sister she was still a friend... lets see I met Constance in 5th grade which means Shakira was in 2nd.... This year was supposed to be her graduation.. she wont be able to attend.. her momma and dad wont see thier baby graduate... Greatest Sorrows go out to thier family... Its going to take a long time to heal..

soo

2004-03-31T16:45:13Z

So I am at school.. a little early to print out notes for ant... earlier this morning.. I got an ice coffee from dd and somehow it spelt all over me... now my fave white bat shirt has coffee on it.. this better come out.. Ive only had this shirt for over 2 years.. and only wear it is at least once a week.. but anyways so I am walking to the lovely comp lab... which I have the convienece of writing this here now.. and this boy stops me for stu govt elections... He gives me a flyer and a lolly and as I walk stays with me and explains who he is campaining for for about 20 sec.. so anyways.. after he is gone I look down at the flyer... the top 2 things on his list of promises to better the school are (1) to bring in more food options.. like fast foods and all on campus.. and then get this (2) to build an on campus skate park... how funny is that.. and this one boy is trying to get re elected.. haha... i like that.. bc its funny.. i would vote for them just for the skate park thing.. bc I do not care who the pres and v pres is... hmmm.. I cannot wait untill I figure out my summmer sched.. so I can figure out when I am going to visit rick again.. I miss him alot... the other day Kristine talked to him on the phone and all they did was laugh... and the he told kristine that he hates taking me to the airpot and stuff and she was like yeah the girl is in love with you.. oops... haha..i dont care but imagine if we hadnt said it yet.. whoa... haha... if we hadnt and I obviously feel it and she said it.. I would initally be upset but a little happy bc it would be half way out.. But its all the way out.. and I love it.. I love him... I miss him alot.. but I have to go.. print my notes...